MessageI find my mental fear holds me back. I second guess myself. And get intimidated in the line up. I have also been pushed onto reefs when trying to paddle for waves and being dropped in on by men in the line up. I want to be more confident in myself and my skill. I believe I’m holding myself back so much. I want to be able to create speed down the wave which I feel will then help with my turns and I’m goofy footed who learnt on only right handers and previous knee injury makes me not as confident